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I didn’t sleep well last night. My boobs were too sore to sleep on my stomach, so I tossed and turned all night. Today, they’re still very sore and so swollen that I had to break out the serious support bra. Sitting here at my desk at work I starting counting backwards to when I had my last period (’cause why bother to keep track any more, right?) and realized it was 29 days ago, I’m late. 2 years of infertility treatment, 3 doctors, 2 failed IVF’s, 2 failed IUI’s and 1 miscarriage have finally beaten it in to my head that I can not have babies. Can’t do it. The few eggs I have left are hard-boiled. I know full well it’s my period coming. I know there is no chance I’m pregnant. But yet I sit here poking at my sore breasts and wondering if I should go get a pregnancy test, knowing full well that my period will start the minute I plunk down the money. And yet…. *sigh*
Hope is something you pee on 
OMG. Keep us posted! I can so relate to this…. OF COURSE as soon as you buy the test you will get your period. OR NOT! Ahhhhh!
Give yourself a deadline. Thats what I do. If by the end of next week I am still non periody, then a cheap dollar store will also work.
Yeah, I know that feeling. I usually just wait it out, but that’s cause I’m cheap and hate wasting money on HPTs. I hope you’re wrong though.
hope is such a bitch! fx its good news though xx
Isn’t that the truth! I feel your pain on all accounts.
“Hope is a good thing, perhaps the best of things…” -The Shawshank Redemption
Know this feeling all too well but you just never know.. so I’m wishing that it surprises you and you do see a positive when you test. Good luck!
The whole “not knowing” is sometimes better than knowing the answer. I like fantasying that the test will say yes only to be punched in the gut when I don’t see those two lines. Good luck to you!